I am a young man
trapped in an old man’s body
loving a young girl that
skips away like Mopsy
then turns to look at me
smiling, an invitation
to run with the wind with her
across the sand to the sea.
Across the undulating prairie
I see an apparition
Samantha, wearing white cape
riding white steed
stopping to turn again
love extending
forgetting other men
smiling at just me.
In the morning
she gives me a hug
her arms outstretched,
another invitation
to fetch for her
a harvest moon
or the sun at noon.
Ecstacy!
My weakened legs
won’t run with the wind.
My aging body
renders my desire
impotent
the fire that burns
inside me turns
to ashes.
Nevertheless,
would that I
be young once more
Samantha.
I’ll adore
evermore.
Irvin James Kroeker
Leipzig Serenity Retreat
Completion Day
October 4, 2013